heathercross

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So, its Nov, we just past Thanksgiving and its been a hard month.  I lost my job in mid-October and my Mom hasn't been well. She is displaying signs of mania at age 65 which isn't normal. She's been on meds for depression for years but never had manic swings.   My bf broke up with me after I told him that I was laid off and my eating, at least through the end of October, was problematic.  I think I was depressed, rightfully so, and as such was eating poorly and not exercising.  I got some consultant work to hold me over a bit and I'm collecting unemployment.  I've maintained my health insurance bc Im too scared to go without plus I've hit my deductible for the year and I'd like to get 1-2 more fills in so that I can start 2012 right.  I am not sure if I've hit the "sweet spot" per se.  When I was last there on the 28th, I had  gained a 1 lb sincemy last weigh-in (210), but, today I am at 205, so, it appears as if I've lost a 5lbs this month.  My next fill is scheduled for the 5th.  I'd love to be able to drop another 2-3lbs by then, but, we will see.  I think all the wine isn't helping :-)