Well feel that I have it set in my mind that I would like to proceed with this journey and have WLS.  I have a nasty habit of taking care of everyone else but myself and sometimes I feel frustrated and even emotional when I feel neglected.  But I guess I set myself up for it.  I have managed to lose approx. 35 lbs since January but I am no where never where I should be.  Its a start and obviously I would like to continue.  I love that people are very supportive and am looking to get more support by attending a group meeting in the near future.