I am 10 months out and the scales are moving much slower. I was stuck at 200 for a long time and now at 195. I know what I am doing wrong and need to change it. Today I am going back to taking my pills on schedule, getting my protien in properly, and making sure I drink enough water. I have been getting my protien in and taking my pills until 3 days ago so i am getting back on track with that. The water has been hard lately so I bought me some bottled water and that is all I am going to drink today so I can get use to it again. I hope the scales start moving again because I would like to hit my goal of 170 by a year out, which I dont think is going to happen. Anyway I am doing good but we have had some major changes lately. I moved to an apartment that is double the size  of my house, and got a new dog. We love the new apartment and we are much happier here. Finacially we are bad right now but I am hoping that will get bette soon. I am looking for a job but since I havent worked for 8 years no one wants to hire me. Anyway thanks for letting me rant. I will update again soon.

I am 34 weeks and my weight loss slowed to a hault while I was on vacation. I was not a very god rule follower on vacation. I had not even taken a drink of soda till I went on vacation and I ate fried foods. I am just lucky I did not gain any weight. well I am happy i am losing again.

I did not write last week but I did not really ahve any news anyway. I had not lost any weight and nothing new. This week I am going down again but I was eating things I shoudlnt so i am trying to get back on track today. I am going to Ohio to visit family this weekend comming up and we have a lot to do before it gets here. We did not think we were going to get to go but now that we are we have to clean, pack, and get our finances together. Anyway I am feeling good this week and can not wait to see all of my friends and family. The only sad thing is that I only have one pair of jeans, a skirt and 2 shirts to take on the trip. Oh well I guess it will save room for packing. I will update next week.

Well this week was pretty good except I am probably not going to get to go to my reunion like we had planned because we do not have the money. I am so disappointed. I was really looking forward to this and now we can not go. I wouldnt mind too much normally if it wasnt for the fact that this is my school reunion and it wont happen agian for a long time. I had some bad gas pain over the weekend and thought I might have to go to the ER because it was really bad. It finally went away after 5 hours of pain. Thats really about it, I only lost 2 pounds this week but I am still working on it. My math class is finally over with and now I am starting new classes. well I will update again next week.

I had a big lose this week which I am happy about. I feel great and I am doing great. I am going to see my husbands family next month and a bunch of people from high school. I am a little nervous but mostly excited for them to see me. I weighed 220 in high school and most of them have seen me last year when I weighed 340 so now that I am down to 212 I do not think hey will know what to say. I am hoping by then I will be down below 200 which I have not been that low since Jr. High. Anyway  I will update later.