Be happy with myself!!!

Well I am back from the cruise. It was AMAZING!!! My husband and I bonded and fell in love all over again. Weight wise I am at 179-180 which is amazing and I have kind of been bad. I drank on the boat and the drinks had sugar, I sampled desserts but not to much. So I am sure that didn't help with my weight lose this month. But I am back to curves on monday and back to my regular diet. I have major baby fever right now but I know I have to wait. God will give me a baby when he believes it is time. So I will continue to take my Birth Control and appriciate just being able to have the surgery. That's all for now write more later.

Well i am down 80 freakin pounds. 80!!! I am just soooo shocked that I have lost 80lbs in 3.5 months. I leave to go home today and then we are leaving Saturday for Florida. Setting sail for the caribbeans for a week I am super excited. My hubby, mom, dad, sista's, aunt, uncle, other aunt, cousins, uncle, and my good friends and her husband are all going. This is going to be soooo fun!!!!!!
  On another note I am feeling good about having this surgery there were days that I felt like why the freak did I have this done. But 80lbs is ALOT!!! I know I couldn't have done it by myself. I won Biggest Loser at curves for last month that was exciting!! So I am the Elite Loser for the month. I can accually go into just about any store and at least buy clothes no more just Lane Bryant. That all for now.

Well it has been 3 months!! And oh what a 3 months its been! I have lost 76 lbs. I wear a size 14/16 and XL!! I haven't been that weight in a long time. My husband can't keep his hands off me!haha!! I am really feeling good about myself!! I have been working out at least 3 times a week at Curves. I am really starting to learn what I can and can't eat. It's been a rollarcoaster in life. Work, Family, and eating habits. Work sucks that's all I can say. Family well up until today hopefully , my husband was suppost to be going back to Iraq and they decided not now. And I miss my family at home I am home sick and can't wait till the cruise in a couple weeks to get to see them. Mainly my sisters. I have been craving coke and chocolate. I know I am bad, I have taken some drinks of my hubbys coke. I haven't given into choc. Just my SF choc. I can't eat pizza or rice at ALL!!! Other than that I don't even go out to eat b/c the waitress' think that the foods are bad. I only eat a couple bites anyways so I just dont go out, if we do its cracker barrell and I eat like green beans, or potatoes. My nausea has pretty much went away thats a blessing but I still need Zofran sometimes. Well that's about all for now!

Well this has been a heck of a week. My boss has been pissing me off I do hair for a living and last sunday I did a chemical straightener on a girl. I takes about 3 hours to do them and her mother and client were idiots, they said she is young and wants this. So I did it which I didn't want to by the way. At the end she said thank you and tipped me and left well a week later and asked for her money back and my idiot boss doesn't like confrontations and was like uhh ok on the phone. Without telling me she just gave the refund and took it out of my pay. That's alot of money out of my pocket and 3 hours of my time wasted. I pretty much wasted my time and am out of money. I wanted to walk out of work today after I talked to my boss today b/c she was like well there was nothing I could do. I said BULLSHIT!!! You to big of a wimp to tell the client you can't come back a week later and get a refund Idiot. If it wasn't for the fact my husband and I are going on a cruise next month and need the money I would have said F*** you and I quit. As you can tell I am in a bad mood.

Well I am officially out of the 200's FOREVER!!! I stepped on the scale Saturday and started crying.  I can't believe I have lost 65 lbs. Well I am down to an L-XL!! And I can wear 16 sometime 18 is to big  so in between again. On another note I went to the ER Thurday with another UTI that every month now for the last 4 month and it doesn't stop there. They gave my meds. and since then I have been throwing up. I got online and the side effects are extreme nausea well for get that so I called my nurse today and told her to tell the dr. But military dr. are crap and getting ahold of them is rediculous. It drives my nuts. When Craig was deployed and I moved home and had a civilian Dr. I could call the same day and get in with a Military Dr. you call and well we can get you in, in 3 months. Errr, as you can tell I am a little peeved!!!