Finally on March 11, 2007 7:51 pm
OMG, finally the scale is moving again. This was a long 2 1/2 weeks. This was my first stall. I was getting so depressed and was ready to throw the scale out of the window. Im so exited that i lost 3 more lbs. woooooohhhhhhoooooooooo
God Bless, Hugssssssssss
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OMG its been long on March 4, 2007 8:35 pm
OMG where is the time going. Its been a long time that i haven't updated. OK here it comes.
I been loosing very good. Got 66 lbs down. WOW It has been a ruff journey. I did pretty good at first. Until i was told to go ahead and try regular food. That was a big no no, lol. Meat i had and still have a hard time to digest. And Veggies. So i was told from my Nut to go back to purred food for 2 more weeks. No problem!!! So after 2 weeks it got a little better. But it is still hard for me. I got to be so careful what i eat. If i don't it hurts so bad and i have to make myself throw up. I eat a lot of sf popsicle im hooked on them, lol. If i cook a meal i be so careful what i use and then when i eat gosh it hurt and i just can't eat it. Doesnt matter what i cook. The best thing for me is soup out of the can or go out and eat. When i go out im doing really fine and have no problems at all. Or i get shrimps from the chinese restaurant, lol. Oh well it gonna get better im just a little over 3 months out.
Other wise im doing really good besides doing exercise, lol. I went to the YMCA and started a membership there. I did really good till i got sick for 2 weeks, i was really bad of. Once i got ok again i got the painters in the house and had no time to go to the YMCA. Then after that i got the floor people in the house. Then i went hunting on new furniture. And of course i cant forget that my daughter got a lot of appointments with therapist and doctors. So my days are all filled up. Now i was ready to go on Monday, 3/5/07 and what do i do, lol. I pulled a muscle while in the shower. What a mess. Grrrrrrrrr, lol. Oh well guess i have to wait again.
Well i really had a hard time the last 2 weeks with my daughter. She is 4 years old. She is diagnosed with RAD (Reactive Attachment Disorder), ADHD and ODD. I been having a hard time with her all the time but the last 2 weeks i thought im going out of my mind. Now she started to pee all over the place and she been clean for over 2 years now. It doesnt matter where we at she just let it go, at the store, at the therapist office, in the car, at home in her room, while she is at the dinner table etc etc etc. Im really going crazy with her. Now i been ignoring her for the last 3 days and just shut her out of my life. Well going back to the Therapist on Tuesday and will see how it goes then. The problem is, at the Therapist she is doing so good and the soones we walk out there, she back to her old self. Grrrrrrr I just don't know.
Hmmmmmmmmm Saturday, 3/3/07 was my DH and my Anniversary 12 Years. I know that my DH is not the romantic man but........ Arghhh im so pissed and mad and ....... He worked Friday night and then he goes to his next job after that so i don't see him in the morning. Well he called me once he got to his day job and said HAPPY ANIVERSAY ok. When he came home nothing, nothing, no flowers or a card. Well darn it what in the world???? Don't i deserve better. Im a stay at home mom. I take care of the bills. I take care of the cars. I take care of the kids. I take care of the house. I wash, clean, cook play taxi, run to doctor app. and then im my DH secretary since he can't use his right hand i have to do all of his paperwork from his job. And then NOTHING. I was so depressed, mad etc, etc. Then we supposed to go to Myrtle Beach on Sunday since DH is off on that day. He came home this morning, i finished the paperwork after i sat at the computer all day Saturday (my aniversay) to do his paperwork, i cooked him a german dinner on Saturday. I washed the dishes. So he comes home and started to cook his breakfast. I finished his paperwork, then i gave my kids their bath so i did not had to worry about it when we come back. You would think that he ask me if he can help me with something so we could leave, yea right not my DH. He went to bed and went to sleep. So there i was worked my rear end of on Saturday and was about ready to leave to Myrtle Beach Sunday morning and he is sleeping. Grrrrrrrrrr im so mad i could scream. Not to forget that there was no flowers, card, kiss, hug or anything. Well at lunch i fixed the kids some to eat and put them in bed for a nap. 30 minutes after that DH woke up. He had an attitude and i did not say anything. Well i thought bunk it. I went to bed and took a nap too since he made on effort to get ready to go. So 2 hours later i got up once i heard my kids up. DH still have an attitude. My daughter of course peed in her bed. Grrrrrrrrrr, so i just ignored her. She just want to push my buttons like always. I thought what the hell is going on here. I told told my son to get dressed, i got myself dressed. I took my son and left. On the way out the door my hubby started yelling at me where i was going. I told him "OUT". Then he said, if i was not taking my daughter, i said nope. He goes, since i take my son i should take her too. I told him nope she think she can pee all over the place and it doesnt matter where we at she will not go with me and he can take care of her. Boy was he mad, lol. So my son and i went to the movies and then out for dinner. We had a great time and it felt good to be out without my hubby and daughter. It is hard to say that but this is what i needed. I need a brake sometimes too. Of course DH was pissed at me but i really don't care.
Wow now i feel better. Sorry to rant like this but i had to get this of my chest.
Till then God bless, Hugsssssssssssss
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Im on the Loserside on November 23, 2006 3:59 am
Wow i got it behind me, im finally on the Loserside of town. Today is Thanksgiving and i can't believe im sitting here at my desk writing away. The first 2 days was hard, i was hurting all over like someone had beating me up. Yesterday i slept a lot thruout the day. Well i weight my self this morning and i have lost 9lbs since monday. lol no wonder, i can't eat anything. Yesterday morning i took all of my medication and vitamins and minerals and i was full. Then i had a jello for lunch. Then i had my proteinshake for dinner. Wow never thought i will be eating like this. lol The most important thing is im feeling pretty good and im not hurting to much. God Bless
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