I've worked  in the Information Technology feild for almost 30 years. I know a long time, right out of High School, I love computers. I have been married for 27 years to my loving husband that I meet in my neighborhood when I was 14 years old. I broke up a year later for about 3 years. Then I was going to my mom's house, the same neighborhood I met him, and ran into Marvin. And we reunited , dated a couple of years, got married. I have 4 beautiful kids. Boy 27, girl 23, boy 22, and oops, girl 12.You see, my first son I threw away the bith control pills too soon. The next child, my IUD stop working before it was time to change it, The next child the IUD didn't work at all so he came 11 months behind my first daughter. So I said I'm closing up shop and had a tubligation. Now you see my daughter WAS an only girl and she wanted a little sister. So she said she was going to pray for one. I told her " Honey, that's one prayer that ain't gonna get answered, cause this shop is closed.  About six months down the road, I started missing my period. I said to my husband, well, you know at 35 some woman start going throug menopause, so I ignored it,  cause my tubes are tied. They even made me sign papers stating that I understand I could no longer have children and the procedure I had was NOT reverseable. Later on, I got so nauseated, I figured it was the salad dressing on the salad I had. Then a couple of weeks later I felt faint, it was in the summer of Arizona I thought that was the reason. I talked with my husband and we were beginning to think something was seriously wrong, I was scared. I went to the doctor they did routine exames and said they needed to do a pregnacy test, I said, I don't think so, my tube are tied. They said it is just routine. I took the test. the nurse came back, she said you're pregnant. I said that test is not right, I'm not. She said, you could be right, sometimes different things make them false. the next day I did one, she came back and said, it says your pregnant. I said NO. She agreed something could be wrong, they sent me to a specialist, they did test and then they did an ultrasound. He said " You see that right there?" "It's a little girl"  I went home and told my husband and cried like a baby.  You see, my baby then was 10 year old. So don't be telling me God don't answer prayers. Especially those of children. My daughter got her baby sister. We nicknamed our miracle baby "Angel"   The chances of me having a normal pregnacy after a tubul were ultra slim, one in a million and lots are tuble pregnacies end up having to be terminated. Mine was placed right where it was supposed to be. After delivery, the docters performed another tubligation. I had a C section so I was awake. The doctor said I don't know what we are working with, there hardly anything here, I don't know how you even got pregnant.

Now all the weight I gained from child birth and YO YO dieting is stuck right on my butt. You name it I've done it for diets. I wasn't exactly a fat kid, but I wasn't a small kid either. I was always heavier than my piers. Three years ago I lost 60 pounds on the atkins diet, but soon as I stopped dieting, it was like a dry sponge thrown into a lake.  I gained it all back plus more. I've always have tried to exercise, go to gyms and stuff. I even lied about my age at 16 to get a gym membership. One thing about it, I truly believe all thoses years I did exercise have contributed to my good health even with all the weight. The only health problems I have are joint and knee and feet pain due to the over weight, light sleep apnea. This is one reason I need to loose weight. If I don't, my chances of developing other health issues are extremely high. I want to live longer and start enjoying life as I remember.