Its amazing who we let food control us. These last couple of days (esp. since our snow storm last weekend) I have been off the chain with eating. I thought I had it under control. It all started when my friend asked me if I wanted anything from the store on Friday
. My natural response was YES, I'll take a
box of Cheez Its. Well, she brings back 2
boxes! Ok I got this,no problem. Well, by Monday one box was GONE-- ALL GONE!!!
It didn't stop there. That Sunday I had to go into work to help with the food order for our crews. The menu PIZZA!! Long story short, I went home with some Veggie Lovers, Meat Lovers, Supreme Lovers (slices that is). Sunday evening I continued to eat pizza. Monday I had pizza for lunch and for dinner fried chicken (4pc meal)! WTF?? The sad thing is I realized what I was doing and kept eating anyway. Tuesday comes and my coworkers wanted to order seafood (I love fried flounder). And you know what I did, placed my order for the lunch special Fish n chips. I ate every single bit of it!
Tuesday after work I had had it! I went to the fridge threw out the leftover pizza and chicken. THREW IT OUT!!! Wednesday went well ate healthy. But yesterday (Thursday), was a different story. I allowed stress from the job AND my PMSing take over. I had all intentions of going to Wendy's and getting some chili and side salad. Well, when I got there it all changed! I ended up with a #4 Baconator Combo (reg. size) and a salad.
Of course it was good and I enjoyed every bite. But why did I do that? Just because I allowed the factors of life take over my eating. There was no need for what I've done. I know I can't change the past, but I can do better in the present. That is why I'm asking myself for forgiveness.