August 10, 2007: Saw the Dr today, and my recent CT showed no cancer recurrence.....I am so thankful. It's just such a miracle how they found this so early, and I have so much to be thankful for. Also weighed in, and am still at the same.....down 100 lbs...pretty good considering I work at Starbucks now!!!

On a bit of a sad note, coming to realize that alot of my issues don't really stem from the whole weight thing continues to be a hard pill to swallow. I just remember thinking before the weight loss surgery, that once I lost all my weight, and am thinner, life would be just wonderful....don't get me wrong, I am thankful and blessed beyond words can say. But, I am having to face issues in my life that keep people (especially men) away, or make me unhappy, head on now. I know that is good for me, and in the long run will make me a stronger person, so I'll continue to seek out these issues, and deal with them. Never give up....just like mom used to say, "It ain't over 'til it's over!!!" Love that mom!!!