Is this the end of the road? Hey all..or whoever is reading my page..I guess it's me only anyhoo I'll continue because its my journal/journey keeper lol! Ok so since feb I have been keeping up w/ my food journals, seeing my pcp, taking diet pills (Im actually on 2 now) its my Doctors last ditch effort to try other things to make sure I have covered all my bases when trying to lose weight. I actually kinda thought maybe she was tyring to sabatoge me but I dont think so now..never the less Im going to keep on trucking. I've also been htting up the weight loss surgery meetings and I am taking my family little by little so they have a 1st hand look at who has the surgery, and what they have accomplished, becuase unfortunatey due to media and false representations and the neverending American indulgence of Wow! Factor media they and I do my parents have assumed that gastric bypass is for the super obese those of us who have unfortunatley made it to bed bound status. I was discussing this very thing with my dietician and even she agress that t.v blows up the truth and rightfully so that ratings and money for the stations!!!! As I noticed
both my parents were concerned as they should be about my and the surgery and all I can think is wow I made it to the 6month mark and it feels like an eternity adn a snap shot all at once! Its overwhelming in a good and bad way, you may ask why? Well I have been wanting this surgery since last july and I am still as motivated about it as I was before its just that now Iam feeling like Im at least 1/2 there somewhat but from the plenty of stories about the insurance debockles and the wait, oh the wait I can only ask God to give me strength..So I guess I've somewhat caught you up on my life thus far in the journey to get weight loss surgery, Gosh I gotta come here more often.