on January 28, 2008 11:14 pm
What the hell? I am so tired of sitting here at 202! I am destined to never see anything below 200. I haven't been there since before 1993. This teasing me shit is really starting to piss me off, and I have had it. 16s are too big, and 14s are too tight. I am running and weight lifting every other day, and for what? NOTHING I tell you!
I never wanted to be like this. I am now starting to question why I did this. I know if I EVER get below 200, I'll be singing a different tune, but I am not counting on it.
There is so much going on in my life right now, I can't be all things to everyone and I try so hard. What's the use? Why am I doing this? Looking for sympathy...probably. Don't give me any though. This is a ship that needs no help with it's sail. This too shall pass.
2 comments | Click here to leave a comment.I never wanted to be like this. I am now starting to question why I did this. I know if I EVER get below 200, I'll be singing a different tune, but I am not counting on it.
There is so much going on in my life right now, I can't be all things to everyone and I try so hard. What's the use? Why am I doing this? Looking for sympathy...probably. Don't give me any though. This is a ship that needs no help with it's sail. This too shall pass.











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