WOW!!!!!!!! I dont know what to say but pat myself on the back.... I have gave myself this amazing gift we all have... We all have given ourselves an amazing gift... Been stressed about the $8,000 in doctors bills but I pay $20 per month on each one and thats all I can do... Got a gym membership cause my skin was starting to look like that 80 lbs was slowing me down and I cant believe the results... My arms dont say hello and goodbye at the same time (arm flub)... My goal is to be down to @ last 249 by December 31 st... I am at 275 today so 26 lbs... I am like the little engine that could... I THINK I CAN I THINK I CAN...

Sorry I havent posted or been on much in the last 7 weeks...... Been way busy... I have a hetic life... I am kinda mad at myself that I am not making more time to exercise, when I plan on doing it I have no time... I am looking into gyms around my work.. I dont care if I dont have the money I will make it cause its worthwhile.. Plus in long run it will save me money by not having to have more surgerys to take care of extra skin...  I have lost 68lbs since Nov of last year... Since beginning of L.D. I have lost 54 of those lbs... Its amazing.,.  Take care I love you ALL!!!!

Well tommorrow will be a week out!!!  Its been a bit of pain but I am sure worth it in the end... So i decided to do some scrap booking in my free time in the next week cause the following week i will be going to florida!!!!!!!!!   WOW!!! TRYING TO GET 70 GRAMS OF PROTEIN IS HARD!!!!!!!!!! 

Beth

So I am going to be having surgery next Tuesday!! I am feeling sick to my stomach, just have the regular surgery jitters!!!

So I started my liquid diet today....... A little nervous but alot excited.. Tonight I way myself at home and take those never forgiving pictures... I decided that I am going to from now on take pictures every week and write a little note to myself... Just how the week has been how i feeling, to remind myself that its a long road and I need to be patient.. All great things in life are worth waiting they say... A cousin of mine has wrote this quote from someone recently on his myspace and its been in my mind and heart every since.. I hope you enjoy...

Be who you are, say what you feel because those mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind...

Beth