So I had my appointment with the Psychologist yesterday.  I was so worried because we had a massive snow storm on Friday but I made it there.  I was a little disappointed because the appointment was only 8 minutes long (no kidding...went it at 9:10 and was back in my car at 9:20!) .  It was so easy...no thinking involved, just where do you live, what do you do, etc. etc.  There is only 7 weeks, 5 days until my surgery!  Hopefully I will make it through the holidays without gaining too much more weight.  I have had 3 Christmas celebrations already and I think I have gained 5 lb. which isn't too bad since I have had a bad attitude the past week or so thinking "this is the last Christmas I get to really eat" and have been stuffing my face.  Since I am storm stayed at home today I decided to do something productive and went through my closet and dresser and tossed some clothes and organized the rest.  Can you believe I have 32 pair of undies in 4 sizes?  lol  So I divided things up by sizes and put them in boxes so that when I am down a size, I can easily find the clothes. 

Today I have to make my down payment on my surgery and have my first pre-op appointment with my  NUT.  Today I feel like "this is actually friggen happening!!!!" and I am a little nervous and excited at the same time to learn how my diet will change after my surgery.  TODAY IS DEFINATELY THE NEXT DAY OF THE REST OF MY LIFE!  I have enlisted my cousin to come with me (one of the only people who knows I am having surgery) for the ride so I have someone to tell everything to on the way home.