I have lost 170 pounds in 7 months. I don't think that is to shabby. But it still feels like forever away from goal!!!

from 13.8 to 7.8 in three months!!!!

I just had a break down I am so sick of all the crap. I have gotten so big I am misirible. I am loosing alot of fluid, but so much I pee all over ALL the time!! I just bent over to pick up socks and pee shot out from me so far it hit the wall! And I didn't even feel the need to go! I am soooo sick of it all. I just want to be able to move around again!

Well, I have my last doctor’s appointment on 11/18/10. I take my paperwork for the surgeon to turn in that same day. But I kind of thought I would meet a few people on here in the same area and going through it about the same time. Become buddies so to speak with someone. I haven’t seemed to find that so far. But that’s ok I guess. I just am feeling a little alone right now. So close and yet soooo far away from surgery. I want it over with and my life to become somewhat normal!!

Wow, it has been such a long 6 months. I can't even begin to tell you how long. I went to a halloween party this weekend where alot of my friends are and everyone is really suportive. But I heard the ocasional whisper. She could just loose weight. Blah blah. yeah I could. But I need help. I admit it. I need drastic help. WLS is the drastic help I think I need. It is not the be all to end all. But it is help that I "THINK" will help. So that is why is it going to work for me.

I am taking this serious. I am doing what I am supose to do.

So... in 18 days, I can hope that request will go through quickly and I will get that call I want to hear.