So I have an appt date set...I am so excited! Everything in my life is pretty much great except this one last thing...people say this surgery wont make life happy or perfect but it will for me! I have finally found the perfect man, a great job, a great house, wonderful kids...I really believe that losing weight and being thinner & healthy will complete my perfect picture. My appt is for april 5th...I wonder how soon after that I will have a surgery date...I have done all the research I can, watched MANY hours of YOUTUBE video blogs and am so amazed by the success. I CAN'T WAIT! I am sick of being a failure...after all my past drama & I have finally made it through college and have a wonderful family & a nice house & the one thing I can't succeed at is losing weight....For 10 yrs I have failed at losing weight. Its time to make it over this hurdle I have been struggling with for so long~!