on October 29, 2007 9:54 pm
Good news I suppose is that she is going to submit referral for Nutritionist. That will hopefully mean one step closer to surgery.. Another thing Im having a hard time with today is between me and my doctor we decided that I try anti-depressants. During my last appointment I mentioned to her that I was really starting to get depressed and she asked me then if I wanted to try meds then but I didnt know if that was a road I wanted to go down (Denial that just maybe I do need some help)
But truth of the matter is I need to deal with these issuesthat I'm having or surgery or not, I won't win... So a lot of thinking this past month, I kinda came to the conclusion that just maybe if I start to face and deal with some of my issues I'll be closer to a happier, healthier me :)
I've also decided even though not necessary for my insurance, that I want to go and talk with a therapist of some sort... so I will start my meds tomorrow and make that appointment to talk with someone...
( oh gosh, food is just so much easier therapy)
But I really need to get out of that mind set and just learn to deal with it :)
embarassed or not...
Be safe and get healthy !!
xoxo











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