It's waaaaaay past time for me to take the steps to get back in control of my WL journey.  To give myself more motivation, I have started a 30-day WL challenge.  Nice, simple, and friendly challenge because from recent posts on BAF, I'm not the only one struggling with this. 

Accountability has proven to be a great motivating tool for me.  The challenge will be from Dec 1 to Jan 1.  Doing this during the dreaded holiday season will hopefully keep my mind occupied so I don't go too far into that depression mode that I get into every holiday season.

I will commit to consistent exercise and healthy eating habits.  I also will get back on track with my vitamins and water intake.  Yes, I have just been phucking up all the way around....SMH
I had to ask myself....do I really want to sabatoge all this hard work?  I really have come a long way....but I have soooo much further to go.  I honestly feel once I get back in the swing of things, it won't be too hard.

On another note, I had met and started dating someone I thought was Mr. Right...he turned out to be Mr. Wrong.  I REALLY put forth effort to make this work because in the past, I tended to for the hills the first time things didn't go my way.  I know I had been such a spoiled azz in the past...putting no effort into making relationships work.  This time I was so tolerant of his insecurity issues.  I truly believe he cared a lot about me, but the jealousy was just more than I could handle. 

Oh well, I can say that I learned a lot about myself during the 3 months that we were dating.  Now that I'm not worrying about making that relationship work, I can concentrate on ME and getting myself together.  That will no doubt prepare me to make better choices on who I date and give me more confidence that some day, I will find Mr. Right.

Stay tuned people.....my WL journey was halted for a minute....but it will be back ...full force, starting Dec 1. 

Wish me luck!