- Username: kimcrain
- Location: tribune, KS, USA
- Member Since: 11/12/2007
- BMI: 48.4
- Surgery date scheduled
- Surgery Type: RNY (11/26/07)
- Surgeon: Ihor Fedorak, M.D.
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Running against the wind. on February 29, 2008 9:54 pm
Happy Weekend Everyone!!
wow what a crazy one this has been.
now i am getting so many of you, on my
site, and i love it. you are all so awsome.
friends make the world go round. so many
of you are doing quite well. keep it up!! there is no way i can begin to contact each and every one of you :( but just know that i am over here praying, and rooting for you all.
you all give the gift of life-love. and honestly who could ask for more. i am steady these days, and i will continue to work harder each day. you all have a very special place in my heart! please don't ever feel too busy to stop in and say hello, and i will do the same. one of my friends who is in the 1st. grade, asked me to help her with a poem for school on monday! not really for sure what the prizes will be.. so i helped, and here is what we came up with!!!
oh- I ran around the corner,
and I ran around the block.
and I ran right in to a bakery shop,
and I grabed two donut's , out of the grease,
and I paid the lady, a five cent piece.
well- she looked at the nickle, and she
looked at me..
she said; this nickle's no good to me...
there's a hole in the nickle, and it goes
right through....
said I there's a hole in the doughnut too!!
thanks for the doughnut....bye bye
well guess we will see how we did!! lol
be safe, stay strong, lose lot's!!!
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Inner Thoughts... on February 27, 2008 7:53 pm
today I was Thinking about how much I
wanted this surgery. and today, someone
asked me; Do I have Any Regrets... No.
but somewhere in my deepest thoughts, I
truely ask myself, how did I get so Fat?
was I really as Depressed, as I thought I wasen't.
All my life, I have worked for other's, and
provided for other's. and I would do it All again.
But when i take a step back, and look at me,
I see a young woman, who has fought most of
her life. not with my weight, but how other's saw
me. and I realized, that they don't live my life, so
why should i care what they think of mine?
but you see, I do care. and i am working so hard
to follow the rules of this surgery, and yet i don't
hear or see what i want...
who am i trying to Impress? honestly, ME.
I worked for 29 yrs. became an L.P.N. and a
C.M.A. and ya know, i never had one patient of
mine, ask me; why you so big? is't that so funny
that my patients never cared if i was a big girl.
i guess i am releasing some anger that i have held inside, and need to let it go. why do we say
hurtful thing's to people who have become overweight? who are we? so to those, perhaps in
my younger yrs. if i hurt you, i am sorry. and i will
never judge another, as long as i live.
I thank God for being with me, and guiding my
surgeon. I know i will be fine, and i will acheive all
the weight loss i need. you are all such amazing
friends, i could not ask for any better. we only have one shot in this life, and i knew i had to change mine. i pray for you all, to have much success, and happiness, and peace within..
forgive me, for thinking outloud... i guess it was
just something i needed to do. and yes i am
down another lb.****240**** but these numbers
are just yrs. added to my life...
God Bless and be with you all.
keep staying in touch....hugs
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I'm Sad :( on February 25, 2008 12:16 am
well here are some new pics..and i am sad, cause i don't see that much change. do you?
is this normal? i see my legs are smaller, and
my butt, but nothing else...i am hoping it is just
me.......i hope you all are doing well, and being
big loser's...hugs
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Blessed Assurance... on February 23, 2008 10:04 pm
ok-It's time to move on outta this sick mode..this week has been an Interesting
one..I felt better, and wow, I have met some of the most facinating people. alot of you are fun, and funny. some are very sad, some are mad, and I think for the most part, I feel we all are glad we made the choices we have for ourselves. Life is not an easy task to deal with..nor having to deal with the people in it. but I do know, from my own experiances, to just remember, I don't live my life for other people..I can share my life with them, but not live it for them..there were many times I was in a situation, and the only one to help me out, was ME. so i guess I am an Independant little fart. but I do have a heart of gold, and would help anyone in a new york min.. so many of you have touched my heart, and I can related to some of your situations. my advise would be to hang in there, believe in yourself, know that the RNY is not a quick fix. but a tool. so work with it carefully.I think of this tool, like a kiss--Keep It Simple Stupid!!
yes we need our friends, and their support, and any advise they have, that is what makes them so special.. and that is why Gaz- you are stimulating to my soul, and your one of a kind, and i love ya so much. and Bill, your kind words, come from such a tender heart, may your blessings come back to you 10 fold. I need you all, and I know that you can do this...Believe in yourself, and if you should need one of us, along the way, we will be here. I pray for only success for all of us..We all are Loser's, and hope we will be this for the rest of our lives..Take care, keep in touch...hugs
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ShaZammmmmmm! on February 20, 2008 5:33 pm
well first I need to take the time, to thank
all of you, who were very concerned
about me... I did go to see doctor, and
I was dehydrated, but not too much.
He said I was pretty much at the tail
end of this mess..
so here is the best part, of all......
****** 241 ******
omg. we both about fell over!!
I have so many of you, who I just
want to say Thank- You, for All of your
Prayer's, and Cares...
Thank's Daddy W. (bill) who is such
an Inspiration in my life today.. you
truely are the best....
To- Lesleigh, I just Love You, now and
FOREVER....
and to Gaz- your precious, and your
priceless....
Again, Thank You All for being so very
caring, and just there, when I needed
You the most....Love you All...
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