Well the title says it all. Life is very good right now. Baby is wonderful and growing like a weed. =-]  A lady at my church just had a baby that weighed EXACTLY the same as Trinity when she was born. 
As I was holding him, I couldn't believe that she weighed that little only 3 months earlier. 
Until now I never really understood when parents say they grow up fast, but now I do. I thought I'd NEVER forget how small she was, but here it is 3 months later and I have "forgotten".  She is such a precious thing.  
I've never really been a fearful person before, but now I find myself thinking of all the horrible things that could happen to my daughter. Last night she threw up. She didn't seem distressed about it at all, but this morning as I was waking up and she wasn't awake yet, I found myself worried that she had died in the night.  I worry about SIDs, especially since she won't sleep through the night without lying on her stomach.  She is so precious to me that I can't imagine anything happening to her.  It was silly, she was just fine this morning, but I still can't help but think how I would be devastated if anything happened.

Aw the worries of parenthood. J  Both a good thing and a horrible thing.  Daddy is more protective than me, but in different areas like bad people. I’m sure it never occurred to him that she might be dead in the crib like I worry about.  So I guess between us, we have everything covered to be worried about. 

I'm a little sad today.

Trinity has just started smiling and "talking" in the mornings and now I HAVE to go back to work.  I miss her sounds and holding her in my arms.

I have surrounded myself with pictures of her, but you know it just isn't the same. 

She has been such a wonderful baby. It softens my heart to see daddy holding his baby girl. She has such a wonderful smile. The first time she smiled at me was amazing. I had left her eye sight and when I came back she looked at me and then gave a BIG opened mouth smile.  She recognized me!  It wasn't what I said or did; it was that she knew who I was. 

I feel like I should be taking bets.  Baby is due today and of course she doesn't seem to be showing any signs of coming out and greeting the world.  My husband keeps teasing me that I can't do anything simple like "Delivery a baby".  

Well I guess I got my wish since I said I wanted her to wait till after Christmas. My parents are waiting, my in-laws are waiting, and my friends are waiting.  I can't call anyone, because they all ask the same thing... "Did you have the baby?"  Oh well. 

Weight gain has been pretty much nonexistence; I have only gained a total of like 7lbs.  I'm pretty sure I'm going to weigh less walking out than I did at conception, so that is pretty cool. Now we will see if I can keep it off.  I would be at my goal weight and size so that is exciting too.