NOVEMBER 6TH,

WITH ALL THE QUESTION I THOUGHT I ASKED. I NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD TAKE SO LONG TO START THE PROGRESS. I THOUGHT I READ UP ON EVER THING BUT I GET I DIDN'T. ITS. BEEN TWO WEEKS AND THOUGHT I'VE. HEAR SOMETHING BY NOW. THE THING IS I THOUGHT  RECOVERING FOR RITA WAS SOMETHING THE WAITING IS DRIVING ME CRAZY..BE BACK WITH MORE INFO LATER. NEED SLEEP.

NOVEMBER6TH

IT'S THE 6 OF NOVEMBER AND I FOUND OUT THAT OUR INSURANCE IS ABOUT TO CHANGE LITTLE DID I NO THIS IS THE 6 OR 7 YEAR. THAT WE HAVE HAD THIS INSURANCE. AND I HAD TO WORRY ABOUT WHAT EVERYONE ELSE WOULD HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT MY SURGERY. IT CAME TO ME IT'S MY SURGERY  NOT THEIR'S. BELIEVE IT ARE NOT WHEN I PUT MY MIND TO IT. MY HUSBAND HAD NOTHING TO SAY BUT I'M WITH WHAT EVER YOU WHAT TO DO I'LL BE THERE. BUT ALL THE TIME I'VE WAITED. NOW I'M ABOUT TO START TO PUSHING.  THE DR. BEFORE THE FIRST OF THE YEAR. I GUESS IT HAS TO BE GOOD LUCK TO ME. HA-HA

TO GET TO THE INSURANCE BEFORE THE CHANGE OF INSURANCE. THERE IS NOTHING TO LOL ABOUT .. WILL  LET YOU NO WHAT HAPPENS. WHAT MAKE ME UPSET IS I HAD AN  APPOINT 1 MONTH 1/2 AGO. BUT HE HAD TO GO OUT OF TOWN THAT SET ME BACK 3 WEEKS.

I'M NOT PUTTING ON POUND WITH THE WAITING BUT IT WOULDN'T BE EASY. IF I WASN'T BITTING MY LIPS SO HARD. I HAVE,HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE,HIGH CHOSTEREROL, DIABETE, THROID, FRIBROMYALGIA ALLERY AND SEANSONAL ASTHMA. , AND NOT TO TALK ABOUT HURTING KNEES, AND THE HURTING HIPS FOR THE LBS I'VE PUT ON DOING THE YEARS. WEDDING DAY 105LBS IN A FEW YEARS I CLIMB TO 150 THEN ON AND ON. I USE TO GO TO WATER EXCERISE. BUT I DON'T HAVE THE GET UP AND GO TO DO ANTHING. I WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THEY WOULD HAVE LAYED ME DOWN BY NOW. I LISTEN TO THE ADS ON TV AND IT ASK WHERE DO DEPRESSION HELP. AND IT DOES HURT ALL OVER.

SORRY ABOUT THE WINING BUT I FEEL IF MY HAND IS TIED BUT I'LL TRY TO UNTIE THEM ONE WAY ARE THE OTHER.

I'VE NOTICE NO ONE TELL THERE AGE( 51) BEEN OVER WEIGHT SINCE I'VE BEEN MARRIED OVER 33 YEARS. I'M ABOUT TO CALL, CALL, CALL,  LET YOU'LL NO SOON. I LIVE IN PORT ARTHUR.TX.

NOVEMBER 21.2006

I'VE HEAR FROM THE INSURANCE I HAVE TO HAVE A 6 MONTH DR SUPERVISED DIET. BECAUSE IT HAS BEEN YEAR'S SINCE I TRIED DIETING THROUGH A DR. I'VE TRY ON MY OWN FOR THE LAST 6 YEARS WITH NO LUCK. YMCA WATER EXERCISE INCLUDED. BECAUSE THERE IS NO DR. SUPERVISION I HAVE TO START A 6 MONTH'S. WELL AT LEAST I GOT A CHANGE.

THAT IF MY HUSBAND NEW INSURANCE PICK-UP WHERE THE OLD ONE LEAVES OFF. MY HUSBAND IS POSITIVE THEY WILL, HE USUALLY STAY ON TOP OF OUR INSURANCE ON HIS JOB. BECAUSE OF MY HEALTH BUT IF NOT I'LL HAVE TO GET THAT JOB I'VE NEVER HAD, ARE GO BACK TO MY IN HOME JOB. I'VE BEEN A SEAMSTRESS FOR 30YRS. SO I'LL GET IT BACK TO THE SEWING MACHINE. AT LEAST IT WILL COME IN HANDY WITH THE WEIGHT LOST.

BUT I WEAR DENTURE,AND WEARING GLASSES GOING TO BE A JOKE. YOU NO BUT I'M WILL TO GET A GOOD LAUGH. BECAUSE I WHAT TO TAKE A PICTURE WITH MY DAUGHTER AND GRANDDAUGHTER, AND MOM. MY MOTHER HAVE BE ILL? SHE NOT HERSELF AND I NEED ALEAST ONE PICTURE WITH THE GIRLS WITH HER. SHE DOESN'T EVEN SMILE MUCH ANYMORE THE DR. SAIDED IT NOT  ALZHEIMER'S NOR DEMENTIA. HE THOUGH IT IS SHORT TERM MEMORY LOST. MY SISTER REMEBER HER FALL OUT OF BED AND THE BED IS SO HIGH OFF THE FLOOR,THERE A END TABLE THAT SEATING NEXT TO HER BE WITH SHARP EDGES. WE THING SHE MY HAD HIT HER HEAD AND JUST LAUGH IT OFF. NOW SHE IS HAVING MEMORY PROBLEM. IT'S HARD TO SHE HER THAT WAY, BUT I CAN'T PUT ALL THE WEIGH ON MY SISTER'S SHOULDER. 

BUT I STILL HAVE A NEED FOR THOSE PICTURE. I WANT THAT 4TH GENERATION PICTURE WE JUST LOST MY GRANDMOTHER TWO YEARS AGO, AND SHE WAS SO ILL WE COULDN'T GET 5TH GERERATION. I'VE MADE-UP MY MIND TO TAKE THE PICTURE HEAVY OF NOT. SHE DIDN'T GET TO TAKE A PICTURE WITH HER TRUE LOOK A LIKE THAT MY DAUGHTER THAT PASS AWAY. I'M LEARNING TO COMPOSE PICTURE TRYING TO GET THE BOTH OF THEM ON ONE PICTURE. UNTIL LATER

NOVEMBER 22, 2006

I'M WAITING ON GRANDBABIES TOMORROW WILL HAVE THEM FOR FOUR DAYS. I'M TRIED JUST GETTING READY FOR THEM TO COME. I'M STILL REALING FOR RITA. AND THERE THING'S ALL OVER THE HOUSE I'LL  HAVE TO HAVE MY EYE ON THEM AND MAKE SHOULD THAT THEY DON'T GET INTO ANYTHING. WHOA. GOOD THING MY HUSBAND IS OFF FOR THE NEXT FOUR DAYS.

 I'M SOME HEAVY I DON'T ENJOY THEM I'LL BE SO WINDED. I GUESS I'LL SUCK IT IN AND ENJOY THEM. I USUALY GOES TO THERE HOME IN BATON ROUGE LA. TO BABY SIT NOT TO HAVE TO PUT THING OUT OF REACH. BUT THERE MOTHER HAS MOVED AND DON'T HAVE THE TIME TO UNPACK, AND I NOT THE MAID, I CAN'T GET MY THINGS UNPACKED.

I'M IN ALSO IN THE MIDDLE OF PUTTING UP THE CHRISTMAS TREE. I REMEBER WHEN I WOULD LEAVE MY MOTHER HOUSE AT 7:00PM OF THANKSGIVING DAY AND HAVE THE TREE PUT UP WITH THE LIGHT ON BY THE NEXT DAY EARLY. THAT WAS THE DAYS LONG GONE. CHRISTMAS USUAL IS MY TIME ON THE YEAR. I'LL HAVE TO POST A CHRISTMAS PICTURE ON MY HOME. ALEAST THE OUTSIDE AT NIGHT. THAT WAS ONLY 2 YEARS AGO. I GUESS RITA REALY TOOK THE WIND OUT OF ME. LAST YEAR WE DIDN'T HAVE A TREE.  HA WE FOOL ALOT OF PEOPLE INTO BELEIVING EVERYTHING WAS OK AND THE INSIDE WAS ALSO DECORATED LITTLE DID THEY KNOW. 

I WENT TO THE DIABETE DR. AND THE SUGAR WAS UP FROM 240 WITCH IS HIGH TO EVEN HIGHER 303. I HAVE TO TAKE SHOT 3X A DAY.  IT'S GETTING TO BE A LITTLE TO MUCH. AND I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL BABIES GO HOME TO START WALKING.  THANKSGIVING GOT HERE A LITTLE  TO FAST THEN I THOUGHT. WE HAD BEEN MAKING TRIP TO LA. AT LEAST THE LAST 4 MONTHS. ON HIS LONG WEEKEND, WHEN WE SHOULD HAVE BEEN WORKING ON OUR HOME.

I THOUGHT IT WOULD HAVE RELIVED SOME OF THE STRESS(NOT). AFTER THIS HOLIDAY I'LL BE ALL ABOUT ME AND MY HB AND OUR HOME. I'LL HAVE TO LET THE DAUGHTER NO IT TIME TO GET MY HOME TOGETHER. LATER

DECEMBER 1, 2006

I'VE STARTED 6 MONTH DIET ON THE 28TH OF NOVEMBER. I'VE GOTTEN A DIETICIAN WILL SHE HER ON 5TH OF DECEMBER, STRESS TEST ON THE 7THAND BACK TO THE DIET DR ON THE 15TH. I HAVE TO WRITE EVERYTHING THAT I EAT IN THE NEXT 2 WEEKS. THEN IT WILL BE BCAK TO DIETICIAN AGAIN.

MY HOLIDAYS WENT WELL I DIDN'T EAT, BUT A VERY LITTLE OF EVERYTHING I GUESS I'M TRING TO GET USED TO NOT EAT EVERYTHING I SEE. I DID WELL I THINK ACCORDING TO THE SCALE I'VE LOST 1LB. THAT THANKSGIVING. I WILL TRY FOR MORE IN THE MONTH OF DECEMBER. I HAVE A WEDDING TO GO TO IN NASHVILLE TENN. IN FEB ON THE 24. I WAS SURE WISHING THAT I WOULD HAVE BEEN APPROVE FOR THE SURGERY BEFORE THAT. BUT THAT WHAT LIVE IS GIVE YOU LEMON MAKE LEMON AIDE. OH WELL I GUESS I HAVE TO WORK ON THE DIET, I HAVE A DRESS. ALL I NEED IS A LOST OF 10LBS TO GET BACK INTO IT.

ONE THING ABOUT IT I HAVE WORN IT BEFORE, BUT IT WAS A DIFFERENCE PLACE AND IT FIT FINE AT THE TIME THAT'S A YEARS AGO.  I'LL TAKE A TEN LB LOST. THAT MEAN I'LL BE WALKING THE MALL STARTING TOMORROW DECEMBER 2, I HOPE COME FEB. IT'S NOT SNOW IN NASHVILLE. I HAVE A SISTER-IN-LAW THAT IS TRY TO MOVE BACK TO PORT ARTHUR,TEXAS. AND SHE SAY THAT IT IS COLD IN FEB. SOMETIMES SNOWNY. WE'RE NOT FLYING WE WILL START OUT DRIVE AND HOPE FOR THE BEST. IF WE FLY WE MAY BE IN THE SAME PROBLEM. BEING STUCK IN N.TENN. IF IT GET TO ROUGH WILL HAVE TO TURN BACK. EVERYONE WONDER WHY SHE IS GETTING MARRIED IN NASHVILLE TENN. WHEN SHE LIVE IN HOUSTON,TEXAS. I THINK AS ALL YOUNG GIRL'S SHE LETTING THE FUTURE MR. MAKE THE CHOSE. MOST OF HIS PEOPLE LIVE IN NASHVILLE. HER SISTER,MOTHER, GRANDMA AND FATHER ,UNCLE'S, AUNT'S HAS TO GET TO NASHVILLE TENN THE BEST THEY CAN.

I'M TRIED I GUESS I'VE BETTER GET TO BED I TRIED