To be at a healty weight and live for my kids

Hey all. I am looking at pics of myself and realize I HATE my hair. I was suppose to work today but got to stay home. YEAH!!!! Was hoping to get my hair done today but no such luck. My hubby wants it long, but..... all it does in hang now. And the thinning is killing me. I NEED SOMETHING NEW!!!! Its weird that my hair can make my moods. I feel good about me, but when I think my hair is shitty I feel shitty.
 Going to look into new cuts and colors. Trying to keep it longer. But some is coming off. LOL
 Anyway, just needed to vent that out.
 Hope all is well with everyone. Best of luck.

Hey everyone. Just wanted to say we all went to the fair today. Had a great time. Was able to ride a ride with hubby and fit. What a nice feeling. LOL
 NO really great time. But fair food sucks being post op. Hard to find something with enough protein and not deep fat fried. Not to mention, sure missed the best part of the fair, which is potato ice cream and scones. HELLO!!!!! But I did make it.
 Best luck to all and have a great week.

Hey to all. Just wanted to post some new pics and thougth I should type something too. Feeling really good. My weight loss has really slowed down. Have an appt with Oakley in two weeks. Glad too. More questions to ask. I am 5 1/2 months out and loss has screeched to almost a holt. I am only about 49 lbs from goal. I know Oakley said it would slow, but holy crap. I shouldt be too upset, I am still going down clothes sizes, but I am a scale slave. EEECCKKK!!!!!!! ONce you get closer to goal what is considered a normal loss. At last appt Oakley stated I would probably loose about 25 lbs more by next appt. Feel like a slacker if I dont meet that weight loss. I am about  7 lbs away. Am a loser now. DOnt know if I will make 7 lbs in two weeks. I barley lost a couple in a month.
 Do know I am not walking like I was. I walk faster and easier, but not making time to only walk. Need to get off my ARSSSS I guess. Eating is good. Have to watch the desire to graze! DId get some protein bars that dont suck too bad. MOre sugar than I like but I need the protein. NOt enough protein equals wanting food more often.
 Anyway, hello to everyone. Hope all is well for each of you. I do wish you all the best of luck no matter where you are in this crazy ass journey.
 Oh yeah, funny thing is, I remember before surgery I just wished to be a size 14 again, now that I am almost there excited, but wondering where the lbs are not going. LOL

Hello to all. I am typing due to about to brake down mentally and need to do something fast. I am trying to deal with crap with my Grandfathers estate dealing with an incompitent daughter-in-law. I am stressed about my kids, and two cousins. Both with different issues.
 I am just about to loose control and I am wigged out. NOt sure what else to do but type I guess. I have already called my mom in Florida crying 3x today. How crazy I am a grown women and still cant deal.
 Anyway, just venting. HOpe you are all are better than I am right now.
 Take care and best of luck.

Hellot o all. I am typing cause I am sad. I am pretty sure the "honeymoon" weight loss time is over. I have only lost 10 lbs in the last month. Which loss is great but not as fast as I was. I am only like 55 lbs from goal, which sounds great, but.......
 I also see myself wanting to eat shit. I am able to resist most times. But sometimes I take a couple bits of stuff I know I shouldnt. I think the slowing in loss is a little dishearting. But, I will be ok. Did anyone else feel or go through this?
 Well, better go. Just wanted to update really quick.
 Best wishes to all in this crazy journey.