I went shopping for some new clothes today, and still had the mindset that I needed the BIGGEST size I could find.  I took a few pair of capris in the dressing room (size 24) and they were huge on me.  Oh my.  I went back out and got two more pairs - one 20, one 18.  The 18 fit.  I sat down in that little tiny corner bench and had myself a good cry.  A happy cry.

Prior to this surgery I felt so bad about myself that I hated shopping.  I hated  stretchy pants and knit tops.  I hated them because that was the only way I could fit into clothes.  Now, as I lose weight and feel better about myself shopping is once again a pleasure.  I can buy CHEAPER clothes.  I can shop in normal stores - not just Lane Bryant or Avenue.  Oh, happy me - to enjoy life again is such a thrill.

.....and I can't believe what a difference this has made in my life.  I'm living life now, not letting it pass me by.  I can do things again - like mowing my yard, working in my yard, housework, playing with my dachshunds.   I enjoy doing things again.  I truly feel this surgery has saved my life - heck it's given me a life.  I can't wait to see my surgeon this Wednesday....he gets a big old THANK YOU.