la_gata_lopez
Summer of Sadness
Jul 16, 2008
I am so depressed.... I am still saving money to bring my husband home. It's like I have nothing left to save after bills, food and gas. I have gained some of my weight back...not sure how much... I am terrified to get on a scale, but I can tell I have by the way that I feel. I always put on a happy face for the world but inside my heart is breaking. I never thought I would find anyone to love again after being married for 15 years and then divorced..When I found my husband and we talked, I knew he was my soul mate...we were made for each other. I can be myself and he just laughs at me, I don't have to pretend to be someone else. I am who I am and he loves me. He doesn't want me to have the surgery because of my weight, he loves me the way I am. He wants me to be healthy. I know he will get here but it seems like forever.
I have decided for sure that my surgery is going to be done in Franklin. I like there procedure there better. I have compared between Columbus and Franklin and I think that Franklin is the better choice. Now it's just a waiting game.
