The little things....

Apr 22, 2010

Friends at work did a party for us occupational therapists for national OT month and they did small portion finger foods with me and my new tummy in mind.  Now that's a wonderful group of people with whom I work.  Incredible.  Good news? I ate protein rich foods first - cheese, sausage casserole (with veggies and no breadcrumbs!), the inside out of a quiche.  I also managed to get a bite or two of fruit in - strawberries and cantaloupe.  Bad news? I allowed myself a bite of spanikopita, a cream puff, and a dark chocolate hershey kiss. 

Is this really a bad thing? I try to think not.....since I did eat what I NEEDED first..... and it was only the second time I allowed myself this - the first being my sister's birthday.  I know that carbs beget other carbs, which can be the downfall of any post WLS'er...... but I know it was an indulgence and it is not something I plan to do every day.  I think that's the key. 

When I used to go to a nutritionist pre my WLS journey, she used to say to me, "if you really want something, allow yourself to have a little - then you won't think it's 'not allowed', just 'not preferred'.  I am typically an all or nothing girl - but my ideas have changed on this journey.  Moderation used to be a word that meant little to me - but it's so much easier to understand that when your stomach is the size of a sharpie marker, like mine.  You have to pick your foods carefully so you remain healthy..... and that makes all the difference to me. I always pick my proteins first, followed by my veggies/fruits, and then - if I have room - I allow myself something sweet.  Typically something sugar free (Sugar Free Rita's water ice is my only real indulgence)..... this was only the second time I allowed myself something sugary.  It was TOO sweet....I think this'll last me a LONG time.  And that is the difference this time around.  
 
Man, I've gotten so stinkin' smart in the last year, huh?  At least, I like to think so.....  =)  Thanks for reading, as always!

Laur  =)

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