Wow, where has the time gone? I can't believe a month is almost up already. At this time last month, I was a nervous wreck. Back and forth. Do I really want to do this? Can I really do this? What if something happens? What will happen if I don't do this? You all know these questions because I'm sure they all went through your head too. But I did it, I'm ok, and doing great. My only complication was an infection where my drain tube was. I haven't had any problems with any food so far. I even had ice cream after my daughters bible school program. 

My only problem these days is dealing with family. I'm having some major family issues and it has me down in the dumps emotionally. Its amazing how hard things can get so easily. At least I have my husband and friends that truly understand who I am and believe in what I can become. I keep trying to tell myself I don't need those who put me down but it's hard to get over. 

I'm trying to occupy my mind with other things and soon I'll be back to college. I got my degree in Office Administration in May 2006. Well after a year of looking unsuccessfully for a job, I have decided to go back to college to get my degree in Office Administration - Medical Support. It's only 5 more classes and hopefully it will open some doors that will allow me to find a job. Money is so tight right now and it makes it that much more frustrating knowing that I have a degree and knowledge to do these jobs that I'm applying for. Well if anything, I am least setting a good example for my kids about not giving up. And as crazy as it sounds, I like school. I know, ask me that in November and I'm sure it will be a different answer. LOL. 

Hopefully my next update will be a more happy one. 

Till next time...