My big day is May 15th.  So many thoughts running rampantly through my mind.  I'm even having dreams about the surgery...like surgery was canceled because I showed up drunk.  Hilarious...I dont even drink!

I wonder if I have enough chicken broth, protein to make it without having to ask someone to go to the grocery store?  I wonder how am I going to sleep when all I've ever done is sleep on my belly?   I wonder will I be able to be at home alone without anyone checking in on me? I wonder...so many things.  I've always been a thinker and planner and this time I just have to let it be in God's hands and hope for the best.   Keep me in your prayers and thoughts and I hope to see you on the losing side soon!