LisaAnn1969
July 23 2008
Jul 22, 2008
Okay today is Wednesday my day off and I am thinking about the surgery, what kind to have and the results and really freaking myself out. I think my parents are okay with me having the surgery, and my kids are okay...although my oldest daughter Allyson did tell me that she didnt want me to change who I already was with the surgery. I thought about that....what part of me is going to change besides the weight, I am a very outgoing person, but I really think that that will stay the same....this journey is a very scary one!!! My husband only asked how much this is going to cost...ho hum!!! My day is really starting out good..NOT!!!! I go see the doctor in 9 days, and then I guess we will get the ball going with the trying to get it approved and such...talk about stress!!!!!!
