5/30/2012

So I'm leaving tomorrow afternoon to go up to my mom's house for my appointment Friday. I have to go for a nutrition appt and to get a nutrition packet and buy the optifast. Which is around $400 for the month. Thank GODDESS my mom is buying it for me!
I'll be starting my optifast on Saturday the 2nd. 4 weeks to go. That's it and I'll be on the losers bench!

I CANNOT wait!!

AND I cannot believe that it is actually happening. I never thought it would.

I can't help but wonder how I will look and feel when I get to goal. I have no idea.
I also wonder if it will change me at all.

Things are going great! I am still trying to get it through my head that I'm actually having surgery in July! I went for my EGD last Friday on the 18th, and it went well. According to the nurses I was talking all the way through it, which is friggin hilarious! I really wish I knew what I was talking about! lol I was also laughing in my sleep afterword! lol wow i'm insane!

I have lost 40lbs so far, I can't even believe it! 

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This is so exciting, all I can think is DANG if Im doing this well before surgery, I'm going to ROCK IT after surgery!

I still have to do a month long preop diet, and probably lose 30lbs doing that!! WTH!

I currently weigh 268! Down from 308 in February! WOW!