It saddens me

May 18, 2009

That I have lost 100 pounds and I'm not the "perfect skinny girl" who looked great in sun dresses, and skirts, and a bikini. I'm feeling really upset because I don't feel like I Will ever be able to look like that with out plastics, and who wants to commit themselves to plastics when they haven't even had children. I am starting to wonder how common it is to not feel skinny enough. I truly do want to become comfortable in my skin again. Some days I do feel like I'm just wonderful, and that I look great. Until days like this. When I feel just as fat as I was before. It is really sad that I can't feel confident. I thought I was happy with less than 160. I can't accept that weight, and I will no accept that weight. I'm 5'3 and I am suppose to be less than 140! I'm going to get motivated, and attempt to get those nasty pounds off. I feel as if I don't get to the "goal weight" according to the BMI that I didn't reach my full potential. I want to feel comfortable at 155, but I just don't know how to cope with that.
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The Last 30 Pounds!

May 15, 2009

Are Killer! I have been stalled between 160-150, and it's driving me crazy, I had been in the 160's for a while, I finally got to the 150's and they are feeling good, I just wish I could get to the lower 150's. What are some tricks to get the weight loss headed in the right direction again? I'm not gaining, well accept for a pound because of my period. But I really do want to get to 130. Please let me know, I'm going back to walking a mile a day, hopefully I can get that into a routine! We will see! Thanks!
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Time is going by super fast

May 14, 2009

Almost 9 months out! I can't believe how fast the time has past. I'm currently stalled between 155-160. I ma happy with this weight. I'm wearing a size 9 and feeling great, I'm fitting into size medium shirt. I'm super thankful for this weight loss, I hope that I can get to 130. we will see if that happens.

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