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This New Year has gotten of to a great start thus far. This is my first New Year being single in four almost five years, and I rocked it out. I went to church but it was standing room only so I went home, and put in I Am Legend. At midnight I stopped the movie poured myself a glass of Welch’s sparkling grape juice, and said a prayer and made a toast to myself, and this new beginning that God has allowed me. I have not regretted this surgery one bit. I have never asked the “What Have I Done To Myself” question. I love the way I feel, and look. I get up, and go to work in the morning. I leave work heading to the gym, and I workout my two hours, and it’s a wrap. However, I go home and manage to do dumb things like eat a piece of candy or something sweet that I don’t need. Ya’ll pray for me these sweets be calling me, calling me, and calling me! I know that they’re suppression for other things but I digress. I will win this battle, and do what I need to be successful in this journey. I did not make any new year’s resolutions because I never keep them so what I do is keep my mind focused on what I need to do while trying to loose this last 100+ lbs. I don’t weigh myself daily, weekly, but once a month.

I didn’t loose 1lb. from November to December. I’m perfectly ok with that because I lost my damn mind for Christmas. You wouldn’t believe me if I told you. I can’t eat a lot but I grazed my azz off. I should have damn skid marks from sliding my behind up in that kitchen. My problem is that I bake homemade ya’ll like Big Momma and Nem. I threw down pies, cakes, tea cakes, cup cakes it was ridiculous. I took stuff to work daily they loved it, and so did I it’s sad people I was getting high just making this stuff. Food is funny like that. I never new how much I like to bake until I would make stuff then am like “You know damn well you can’t have this stuff up in here!” I’m waiting on my protein from Unjury to arrive so that I can start getting it in. I’m doing the unflavored unjury protein in the Yoplait Light Smoothie it taste great but I miss the chocolate flavor.

Any who… I will be heading to Virginia on May 2^nd to visit, and chill with my girl Angela AKA Aleximaq. I plan on having a wonderful time. This will be my second time flying, and I’m a lil nervous about that I’m sure I can find something to calm my nerve. Lol!

Until next time no matter where you are in this journey stay focused, and prayed up. If you keep your eye on Christ he won’t fail you. God has been my rock especially these last few months have really been trying times. I suffered a nasty break up, and I didn’t let it break me but made me stronger. I look at how great my life is, and now that I am truly blessed beyond measure. God is good! Can I get a witness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!