I almost passed out yesterday during the IV insertion for my endoscopy, my vein is crooked and she had to straighten it, then she said oh darn i thinkj the needle is bad, i broke out in a cold sweat, everything went into dark shadows, and my ears felt like they were ringing and all sound was fading..........i was pretty freaked.  I think it was because it had been since mnidnight the night before since id had anything to drink, and normally by 2'00 IN THE AFTERNOON ive had at least a gallon of water..........  i thinkn 2pm was kinda late for a proccedure like that but I survived.  I am going to ask for my WLS to be EARLY in the AM!!! 

Today is my 44th birthday.  I sweating my butt off on the treadmill this evening and thought wow 1 year from now, when I turn45, I want to be jogging NOT walking!   1 year from today, Lord I pray i am at least 100 lbs lighter and PAIN free in my legs.  They hurt soooooooooo bad last night and today i wanted to cry, but im not going to give up.  I know i am doing whats right.  I cant wait to feel better in my legs, the pain last night was almost unbearable.    I do know the more i loose the better i feel, i dont knoiw why i had a flare up last night.............GRRRRRRRRRR  going to bed now.  hopefully they will top hurting!