2/2005 on February 8, 2005 12:00 am
2/8/2005 It is starting to sink in that this is really going to happen. I have been eating too much lately. I know a lot of it is because I am not smoking. Tonight after drinking a sugar free root beer I felt guilty and then realized it was because I felt full. Maybe I am eating when I am thirsty.
2/24/2005 I am being treated for back and leg pain. I have gained weight since I quit smoking. I am concerned about my back with my surgery so close. I have had this before; pinched nerve, etc., but this has really lingered. It is very painful to sleep on my back. My mother-in-law is coming for a short visit the week before WLS.
I have decided not to write letters before surgery as I don't have kids. Scot and I will talk more, we express ourselves well. The same with my dad. I wrote my mom a very long and loving letter a while back when she was so sick. I never got any feedback. The important thing is for me to be right with God. Those that could be left behind have plenty of time to approach me if they need to express themselves so they have no regrets if this is good bye. I will make sure everyone knows I love and appreciate them.
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