I knew I shouldn't have had toast with a little bit of peanut butter.  I wanted a little protein that wasn't sweet like all the shakes. My stomach felt awful and I wanted to just scream. I took 2 gas x's and am feeling somewhat better. My husband scolded me for eating that. He's being a trooper, but wants me to stick to the program.
It's so hard to find something to eat without making a whole meal when you are hungry. I am sick of all the shakes. I do not like sweets anymore.

Nearly 2 weeks post RNY surgery and I had to have my gallbladder removed. It wasn't that bad. The hospital staff was great. I just hope that I am done with surgeries. My new pouch is still recovering from all the surgeries and attempts to eat solid food. I don't crave sweets, I don't eat unless I am hungry and I hardly eat anything.

 I wish it was tomorrow!!!! 

 I had my pre-op visit with Dr. Cribbins today. I have all my drinks and all my vitamins. I took my before fat pictures. Wow, I have a lot of chins. I am still nervous, but I cannot wait. Goodbye high cholesterol, high blood pressure and diabetes. 

I received a surgery date today for Gastric Bypass scheduled for 2/16/2010. I know that I should be excited, but I am really scared. I am doing this to lose weight, feel better, eliminate my type 2 diabetes and high blood pressure. So, why I am still scared when I know this is the right thing to do.