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lynsmyster's Blog Buyers Remorse OH NO!
Three weeks out in 2 days. So I went and had my second live xray done...you know the one you have to drink the horrible barium!? This last time I kept gaging so bad it brought me to tears in the xray room. He said I have slight narrowing but its likely swelling. I have yet to hear anything from my doctors office however. I am really struggling with eating any meat whatsoever. I throw up every time. Its awful. They say that means I am either eating to big of pieces or to fast. At this point, I have tried so damn hard on both I can honestly say...no matter what anyone tells me..I disagree. Having no meat at this point has made it next to impossible to get even 20 grams of protein in. Overall, I am having a very hard time emotionally with this. Its making me not want to have food at all, which is also scary. I barely even have a 1/4 cup of food a day! The reprecusions of eating more simply is not worth it. Telling my doctors office isn't helpful either. They lecture me, make me feel very defensive and tell me everything is my fault. I am wondering if this will ever get better. I guess they call this..."the buyers remorse" stage. 1 Comment(s)
Comment by gonnaB1hotmama on Jun 24, 2008 at 08:15am
OMG!! I have found my TWIN!!! I have been feeling EXACTLY the same way! Wow! I am goign through this same thing..I mean word for word! I so feel you girl!! It will get better..don't you just hate hearing that?? I want it to get better darn it!! And so do you! Well..i will be here for you and we will get through this together..
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