Some have asked if I have a myspace page...here is the address:

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=154708277

So i'm getting married.  (again) I got engaged this past sunday. And I havent posted in a while.  It's been a rough past couple of months.

* Dealing with moms and helping her get through the process of recovering from her husbands death.
* Lost my sister the week of Christmas - Died and a piece of me died with her (sorry to those that emailed me during that time and I never got back to you)
* The emotional side of this surgery is taking its toll on me.  I try hard not to cheat, but some days I test myself and sneak something in there that I know shouldnt be there and end up getting sick.
* Had my first dumping experience, but I passed out cold in public.  Person I was with thought I was dying.  The poor thing.
* I look at the people around me and see them eat and get disgusted.  I hate that!!!!!!!  Cause I was that person.  I keep the thoughts to myself and dont share them, but the bottled up feelings are killing me...

Other than that everythings great!!