I can remember going to stores and looking at the clothes and wishing i could fit into them.

I remember going home and crying because i didnt feel good about myself because i hated the way i looked.

So what did I do?

I ate and ate and ate until i fell asleep and woke up and ate some more.

OMG did I eat.. and didnt think anything of it.. It was all normal.. 

Now?  I get pissed cause i dont fit into my size 12 or 10 and need to buy an 8.  I get pissed cause today i fell down the stairs because my size 10 shoe flew off my foot that I had no clue had lost weight a long with me.

Im not complaining cause i would not change any of my WLS decisions.  This was the best thing I could have ever done for myself.

I look at my old pictures and say JESUS how could i not see myself?  Then I look for old pictures and cant really find very many.. thats cause i never took any.. NOW i dont have room for many more.  I need more room on my computer.  I love looking at myself in windows in mirrors any reflections.  I love going to stores and just trying clothes on for the heck of it.. I just dont like when it fits and im spending that money.. lol...

Anyhow ill post more later just needed to put my thoughts down...