So i'm getting married. (again) I got engaged this past sunday. And I havent posted in a while. It's been a rough past couple of months.
* Dealing with moms and helping her get through the process of recovering from her husbands death.
* Lost my sister the week of Christmas - Died and a piece of me died with her (sorry to those that emailed me during that time and I never got back to you)
* The emotional side of this surgery is taking its toll on me. I try hard not to cheat, but some days I test myself and sneak something in there that I know shouldnt be there and end up getting sick.
* Had my first dumping experience, but I passed out cold in public. Person I was with thought I was dying. The poor thing.
* I look at the people around me and see them eat and get disgusted. I hate that!!!!!!! Cause I was that person. I keep the thoughts to myself and dont share them, but the bottled up feelings are killing me...