My story well as a child my mother used food to deal with pain. So she passed
it on to her kids. I was part of a broken home honestly.
Abused till i was 14 and left.
The only thing we were allowed to do was stay in our rooms. so we would eat and go to bed. When our step father was not around us kids would eat the things we were not allowed.
This just became part of living for me. When I got to 350 i looked in the mirror and the one thing i kept hearing was my real fathers voice telling me to grow up rather then out.
I also kept thinking that if i lost the weight maybe my mother would love me enough to stop her husband from doing the things he did. 
So i would eat and then upchuck.
I lost weight i got down to 150 in like 6 months but i still wasn't happy with me.
 noone could help me.
well i became pregnant with my first son. i got so big i thought i would die.
I did loose the wieght for a short time while i was with my ex but i never ate because i was always worried about him leaving me for another woman in the middle of the night.
Sad I know but he did it on a regular basis.Once i left him i gained wight like no other.Just kept getting bigger and bigger. I have been with my fiance for 3 years and he doesn't care he loves me witch is nice but here i am a 24 no excuse for why. I may have a baby but he is 9 months old i was a 28 when pregnant i am a 22 right now and weigh 265 as of today.I want to be thin with out all the  you know. so here i am i am going to the speach they give you May 13th and May 14th i see the doc.
I know my Doc because i work with him and another very close i actually work on the med surg floor of the hospital here so i see alot of these surgeries and I have respect for these doc's i know i will be in good hand's.