7 months post op Here I am 7 months post op down 120lbs Praising Him everyday im so thankful for this WT loss tool. I have some much going on I just turned 29 May 13 Happy birthday to me. Im feeling great no health issues besides my lupus but Im not letting that hold me down...Life has changed so much since my surgery I always felt pretty and still do but know Im turning heads that didnt turn B4 and honestly sometimes I cant handle it.....the doc really speaks the truth when he tells you your mind and body are gonna go through a serious change I just thought it wouldnt happen to me. I was dating someone but I just feel like this is not Gods timing for me I have alot on my plate with this weight loss journey I think I need to be single to learn to love the new me and get my attitude under control I mean I always was a bitch but damn reality is really hittin me in the face I think I lost out on a good thing...but only God knows whats in store for me I feel like i lost my focus on life thats not cool at all...so im back on my grind with the weight lost (not that I ever stopped) I do need to work out more...just wanna get back to being comfortable with being with Suante'....I hope this post helps someone like me i needed to vent and felt this was the place for me to do hell im a lurker anyways no one will read this.....until the next time peace and love
Suante'
5 Comment(s)
Comment by healthystart08 on May 16, 2008 at 10:58pm
Congratulations on a job well done.
Comment by Myshell13 on May 17, 2008 at 04:06pm
Suante',
I am a lurker as well so people are reading these messages. Glad things are going well. Hang in there you look great!
Comment by RockenRoxy on May 18, 2008 at 03:05pm
Hey beautiful,
It is a mental challenge I've been reading a lot about what it does to your head. But we all know you'll find Suante cause your one strong woman. Hell girl look what you did to live a healthy life. I find reading other peoples issues and life stories helps me see some kind of light before surgery. Living after surgery I know will be a different story. Maybe if ya have time find some books about other peoples lives after surgery. If you like email me and I can give you a few names of books I have that I've been reading on. Sure wish I was in MV we could go work out together again like the old days....LOL..Peace and love to you sweets.
Rox
Comment by PrincessTatie on May 28, 2008 at 08:59am
Suante,
Congrats on all your success! I am so happy for you! You look amazing, enjoy every moment!
Tatie
Comment by QwnBee2007 on Jun 29, 2008 at 02:00pm
Girl we are reading TRUST! Congrats on your wt loss babydoll!
:)