I am currently at my highest weight I have ever been at. I have had quit a trip getting this way and staying this way. It all started when I was young and have struggled many years. I refuse to continue to live life like this. I am a mother of two beautiful childern. They are what makes me wake up in the morning and breath. I am going to for my consultation in the morning and I am praying with all my heart that I qualify with my insurance to get this surgery.