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ROADS

Sometimes in life we all take roads that we

never intend to travel. I found that down the

road I chose to travel the last 16 months

only came many bumps, dips, and hurts that

only brought bruises and scars. Bruises will

heal scars are forever. When the road became to much there

came a fork in the road. This fork gave me a choice to

continue on or to make a change;  I chose to take the road

that was less traveled, far less bumps, dips, and hurts that

will damage.  Change of roads, direction and thought can only

bring determination, new adventure and a lot of happiness.

 This road WILL bring opportunities of healing, change,

purpose, desire, healthiness, trust and most of all LOVE.  No

matter what turns it takes I am ready to travel down it.

Well its that time. I must update my profile since I haven’t since May……Wow I can’t believe how fast time flies. I turned 10 months old last Friday and am feeling like I am falling back into my old ways. It is really discouraging.  I find that I am hungry at night, so I find myself eating while I am in bed. I know this is the worst thing for me to do. This is an “old bad habit” I have fallen into. I must kick it!! I have not been going to the support groups like I use too so maybe that is why I am letting my “bad habits” come back. I have been lurking way too much on this board and not posting. “BAD ME!!” I know there is many newbie’s that need support advice and guidance. So I must get on the ball with that. As for my personal life it has been nothing less then crazy. I know that seems like always the case, but it really is. I have been feeling really depressed lately and overwhelmed.  I have thought about getting back on depression meds, but I really don’t want to do that.  My girls have started soccer so we are back on the soccer 4 days a week thingy again. I have started school and that is not going so well, I am feeling like I am going to fail. Anatomy is kicking my hinny and math I am doing ok in I just need to work on it more.

As for my weight loss, It has been slow and steady. I found that I was stuck on a stall for about a month and a half then I really started looking at what I was doing and changed it up a little. I wasn’t getting all my protein in everyday I was eating carbs and sugars like nothing and I wasn’t moving. So I really had a soul talk and went to the vit shop and got me a case of bullets and started everyday off with one of those and a glass of water, cut out most carbs and sugars and started walking at the girls practices instead of sitting. I also joined a softball team. Well I must say after 2 weeks the scale moved 8 pounds down. I was so happy. But now I am back on a stall again, I think it is because I have lost as much as I am going to loose. I mean I have lost 111lbs. So I can’t complain, well off to school now to study.  Until the next time I update everyone stay safe and keep that protein going in.