I cheated on day 7

Jul 14, 2010

Well it finally happen i cooked baked mostacoli with four cheese and garlic bread and green salad and I must admit it  was so gooddddddddddddddddddd   LmboNow Im going to walk
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I need to vent today

Jul 12, 2010

What  i cant understand is how your loves ones are always ready to say something negative all time!!!Through this entire process I had nothing but negative things thrown at me concerning my weight.WHEN YOU GOING TO LOSS WEIGHT OMG! YOU'RE GETTING SO BIG.NOW EVERYONE IS SAYING WHY ARE YOU GOING THROUGH WITH THIS DAMN SURGERY...  MY THING  is EITHER YOU'RE HAPPY FOR ME OR LEAVE ME BE......I REALLY THOUGHT THIS WAS A DECISION I NOT FAMILY HAD TO MAKE UGGGGHHH !!!!!!I swear people cant stand to see you happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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day 4/5

Jul 11, 2010

Well Another down on my Pre Op diet Omg!! I'm CRAVING some WHITE CASTLE  SO BAD!!!!!   and to make it really bad I haven't had WC in over 2years However, Im hanging in here... I just finish cleaning the house again by time this is over the wood wont have any color LOL and I must admitt I'm not hungry like I was the first three days So for everyone knowledge after 3days is over you  its mental for real Til tomorrow One more day down  Praise God for  strength
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3 days

Jul 09, 2010

Well its my third day and I must admit is not as bad as the first day or second Praise God!!! However ,yesterday I experienced the Dreaded Headache.. But after some alieve I was good to go.I found out if  you stay busy through Pre Op you want think about the food or better yet eating.In which OMG my house is sparkling,,,,Today I'm cleaning my 55 gallon fish tank, and giving my cats a much need bath suprisely they love then so that should be a blast!!!I have a household chore line up everyday I just might go clean my mother house through Pre Op she would love that...Well til tomorrow
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one day closer

Jul 07, 2010

Today was my first day to my Pre Op diet ,and I must say it not that easy...However, I talked to some of my friends that  really gave me some much need advice .In which made more sense then anything I been thinking First point, was I didn't come this far too give up now....Second,I been eating all my life.Third, What do I want out of this beside to losing weight. Fourth ,I deserve to be happy and if it takes not eating for two weeks then so be it ....Suck it up and look at the grand picture of this entire WLS journey So with all that being said I enjoyed my first day and I  welcome and embrace the next 13 days hungry and all . Til tomorrow Good Night
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IM SICK OF

Jul 05, 2010

TODAY I WAS SITTING HERE REFLECTING MY LIFE AND I REALIZE THAT MY WEIGHT HAS BEEN A HINDER IN MY LIFE AND IM SICK OF MAKING EXCUSES FOR GAIN GAINING WEIGHT ...I SO WANT CONTROL OF MY LIFE .I'M SICK OF FEELING ASHAMED OF MY WEIGHT I'm SO READY TO EMBRACE MY NEW LIFE BEYOND THE SURGERY ..I'M SICK OF THE YO YO DIETS .. I'M SICK OF HURTING BECAUSE OF MY WEIGHT
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07/21/2010
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May 13, 2010
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