Day 8 now... day 7 was not very good, i went crazy, not major crazy, but still crazy... all day, cook for this person cook for little one, tried not to look or smell at the food, nothing unhealthy but still manage to not think and eat half of a ham sandwich, its nuts....i feel guilty but its nuts, 2 weeks nothing to eat and im suppose to act normal...??? i dont know, i mean i know after surgery it will be a whole new world of eating, but i will eat, little, healthier, but wow...im sorry, it could have been something worse , but i think i feel little better since i did this, i was starting to just well im sure most of you felt like this, the shakes 4x dont fill me, im always hungry, i drink like 3l of liquids a day and if that doesnt work i try to change my mind by doing something else, and again its like the tell tale heart...keeps nagging at me....lol all day this doesnt bother me, its around 6pm that it starts to just lay it into me...AAAAAAAAAAAA i know blah blah blah, it has to come out!  ok back to my shake!