So my date to meet with my surgeon got moved further away from me it was sopposto be jan 27 but got moved to march 9th bc i have to wait til my abdominal utrasound on march 1st to check on my cholesterol polyps in my gallblader ... yes been VERY bumed out everything aggravates me since i got the news but had an aptt today with my nutritionist and got weighed so last time i did a weigh in was on 1/9/12 wich my weight was basicly 270 like i said the np told me if i can loose 9 pds in 2 weeks we can talk surgery date so that same day after my counselor appt i went and got a gym membership! and low and be hold i lost 5 pounds  since jan 9thi mean if that isnt commitment i dont  know wat is but i am looking at the date being moved as an opportunity to loose more weight so wen 3/9/12 comes around ill possibly mostlikely be able to get a surgery date and as of feb 23rd it will be 5 months in to this long exhausting overwhelming journey but i am very far  in the game so i am not about to call it quits now!

~Stay positive~

 so i got a call with an appt to visit with my sergeon again probably to go over the paper work and then submit it to the insurance had my endoscopy done yesterday that went well told me i had a small hiatus hernia but besides that i was a ok.. well thats all for now hopefully on the 9th i can write some good news! :-)