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One month out....FANTASTIC

Thu, 03 Apr 2008 19:39:00 -0700

I've hit a stall. But it's ok. I'm down to 265 and I am happy. My energy is slowly coming back and I am stoked about busting through this stall. It no longer hurts to drink and swallow. So thank you to all of you who advised me it would be ...

FULL LIQUID STAGE, SUCKS

Thu, 13 Mar 2008 14:02:00 -0700

I need real taste. Gotta go out and get some soups (didn't know we could have regular soup, D'oh!!) so I can stop eating the same flipping thing everyday. But other then that, I'm doing wonderful. The only thing bothering me is the head hunger and those darn incisions...ugghhhh I'm one week out ...

I'm ready to do this!!!

Wed, 05 Mar 2008 10:11:00 -0800

Ok, Last night, I didn't do a LAST MEAL. I didn't want to blow all of the success and training I've done over the past 4 months. But today...only clear liquids and I am freaking dying! I WANT A CHEESE STEAK soooooo bad! Uggghhhhh Ok, I can do this. Mind over matter, I made ...

Meeting with Boss

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 17:18:00 -0800

Without going into great detail, my meeting went WELL! I still have issues with the place, but right now my focus is on my surgery next week. Work? Just something to be tolerated until then. God is GOOD! That's all I have to say.

Will I have a job?

Fri, 22 Feb 2008 14:55:00 -0800

Man, I have been trying not to post about my job just in case my boss does some sort of Google search and finds my profile here. But right now I need to vent. I have NEVER in my life gotten a bad review. Every job I've ever worked at...my reviews ...

This is starting to really PISS ME OFF!

Thu, 14 Feb 2008 17:28:00 -0800

Ok, before Bible Study this evening I was reading the documents I got today during my PAT's. So my assistant pastor comes in and she asked me about a comment and I asked her didn't she know I was getting the surgery, and she was like YES. And I was like, never ...

Ok...what is wrong with me?

Tue, 12 Feb 2008 16:23:00 -0800

I'm sitting her watcing Entertainment Tonight and I just burst into tears for no reason. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME???????

Country Buffet

Sun, 10 Feb 2008 11:13:00 -0800

Ok, I just got home from church. I swear may family is KILLING ME. No matter what I do, it's never good enough for them. After church everyone was planning on going to nasty Country Buffet and I didn't want to go. So my mom kept asking me why I didn't ...

BIG REGRET!

Fri, 08 Feb 2008 20:57:00 -0800

Ok, I am TOTALLY miserable right now. I know better. I have lost a total of 15 pounds (11 since my consultation) since December, but a total of 25.5 since November...and I thought I would get the hoagie I've been craving since the end of the year.
Well, I wish I ...

Wandering thoughts

Sat, 26 Jan 2008 16:36:00 -0800

Whoever said it, said it best...I am in for a rollercoaster ride before my surgery date. Today was a trying day for me. I hate my job (I love it, but I hate the mess going on with the restructuring) and I had to work and I just wish people who ...