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it has been a little ofver 2 years since my lapband. I have been through some storms to say the least. I haven't done all that I should have or should be doing. However, I am moving forward believing that I can win... I was doing so well and then life hit me and kept hitting me.. No excuses just straight truth.. I am rededicating myself and being fully committed to my health physically, spiritually, mentally and emotionally. I will succeed in this battle of obesity.. How can I continue to help others when I am a mess? So, I have been working on ME. I have moved to a new state physically and mentally.. I am worth it... Okay,  gotta get moving... see you soon and I will post pics soon.

Well it is a little late, but better late than never. Anyway tried to upload some pics but that didnt go according to plan. For some reason every time I try and update my ticker or add photos there is a problem... Ugggh. Anyway, weightloss is going good. Feeling good from my head to my shoes, I know where I am going and I know what to do. I got a new attitude. Think that sums it up for me.

I feel so refreshed... The scale is finally moving again after 6wks of nothing. during the 6 wks I lost only 1lb. I know horrible right. In any event I did lose inches. My bust size decreased from a 44 to a 40 so hey I am excited. Anyway during the last week I have lost 8lbs. It seemed so weird to have lost nothing and then get on the scale and like 8lbs. Yay me!!! Anyway I checked on 3 different scales before I believed it was accurate. LOL!. Anyway, I feel great! I havent had alot of attention in the last few years from men, but my God you would think I just moved to a new city because they are on me like vultures.. that part is kinda weird but you know what I can handle a little attention!!. Well I am hoping all the preops and postops are doing well. I have been on this kick of putting my best foot forward and trying to motivate others to become healthier for themselves because we matter!! So motivate, encourage, inspire, support, believe in someone today!!

I am so grateful!!

Okay today is 1/5/10 and I feel absolutely fabulous!! I had been down in the dumps with family issues for the last few months well since about a week after surgery. I really hadnt had time to focus on me and on this great tool I have been blessed to recieve. All in all though I am a survior and I feel fabulous!!! Though things have been thrown at me I fell a few times I am still standing.  So I am at the point where today I am focusing on me first not being selfish, but if I dont concentrate on me then I am no use for anyone else. Today I plan on walking 4miles and going to take a stab and jab at this billy blanks dvd Lawd help me please!!! I hope and pray that I am on the right track as I refuse to weigh myself until my next appt. I have been making better food choices and have learned to slow the heck down while eating or get a traffic ticket so to speak!! that ticket is no joke either. So chew chew chew and chew and chew for me!!! I love my tool and now that things are running like they should be (knock Knock on wood) I am running trying to see what my end will be.

Oh yea on another note my sister has decided that she wants her daughter back. That is all fine and dandy but before she goes back my sister needs and I expect some anger management, parenting skills, and counseling sessions to take place. I was angry that after she caused some much havoc and chaos in my household and now expects everything to go back to the way it was. But I have prayed and just say you know what in the best interest of the child get some help and be consistent with getting that help. We shall see.

Love Peace and Unspeakable JOY!!!