I thank God so much for giving me the chance to have this surgery! I am so happy with myself right now. Ive lost almost 60lbs and im 10 weeks post op! I feel so pretty... my self esteem is through the roof! I love going out now, I dont feel ashamed. EVERYONE tells me how gorgeous I am now, Its a great feeling! I went to church today and I was just thinking about how sad and depressed I used to feel before I had surgery. I didnt want to live. I didnt want to do anything but leave. this was a daily thought of just taking my own life. I know everyone would agree and say that  thinking and feeling like that is NO WAY to live. Its not even living.  The way I feel right now, I feel like anything is possible. im 23 years old but I feel like Ive wasted majority of my life being fat and depressed and not liking myself. I wish I could have had this surgery years ago, then I know I would have finished college, alot of things would be so different in my life.  I love me today!