MyFairuhLady's Blog

Well..

Sat, 09 May 2009 06:11:00 -0700

I haven't written in a long time. I've had so much to say, but I've been keeping it locked up inside. I'm not sure why, because keeping it inside is really unhealthy. People say that right now I'm in a "dark and angry" place and it's true, I won't deny it. ...

Little Bit of a breakdown

Sat, 20 Dec 2008 14:49:00 -0800

Last night, it finally happened.
I bought some clothes on sale earlier this week and last night I decided to try them on. It's coming up on the time to start venturing into the real world and I should be going back to work soon so I thought I'd give it ...

Several updates in one

Sat, 06 Dec 2008 11:00:00 -0800

Saturday, December 06, 2008
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Approval

Sat, 20 Sep 2008 05:55:00 -0700

I was approved for the surgery. On November 6th I will have a tummy tuck, breast lift and lipo of the arms (to prepare for the arm lift down the road) with a tiny bit of lipo of the back and flanks. I still can't believe it. I'm also financed ...

Almost there?

Thu, 11 Sep 2008 17:50:00 -0700

On Monday I'm going to two consults for my plastic surgery. I need to be done. I am comfortable with myself. I like having curves. What I hate is the flapping arms, the rubbing thighs, the muffin top, the itching, etc. I don't want to be a size 2, and ...

Loves it.

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 17:11:00 -0700

I love exercising. Seriously.I never thought I would say that. But my nightly jog is my favorite part of my day now. I throw on my iPod, put on my "angry" song on repeat, and I'm good to go. Today I reached a huge milestone .. I actually jogged almost ...

Getting serious.

Thu, 01 May 2008 21:06:00 -0700

**Warning: This blog is going to be very serious, personal and could get quite in detail about my body. If you don't want to know, don't read. END OF WARNING.**
My AIM is off. My AOL is off. I'm fresh out of the shower and I'm angry. I'm sad. I'm empowered. ...

An update.

Wed, 09 Jan 2008 10:50:00 -0800

Here I sit, bawling my f*cking eyes out.
Guess where I get to go on Thursday? The hospital. For a scope. Apparently, all my symptoms lead my doc to believe that my pouch is too small so they are going to look at it. Apparently this happens to 6% of RNY ...

Back to life.

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 06:56:00 -0800

Well today is my first day back to work in nearly 6 months. 3 surgeries, an endoscopy, dozens of x-rays, blood tests, 20 pounds gained, 30 lost and a whole new me later .... here I go. I'm nervous but I think I can handle it .. I HOPE I ...

Home and ok.

Thu, 01 Nov 2007 11:30:00 -0700

The surgery went well. Since they took out the scar tissue back in July when they replaced the first band, and cleaned up any other things during the complete removal in the last surgery, they didn't have to deal with it during this one.
I had my two favorite night nurses - ...