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I have been watching the Ten Commandments for the last several hours because with commercials its on for like 5 hours and I typically won't watch anything with commercials but of course I can't do one thing at a time so I multitask my web browsing with tv watching.  I have been hooked on Criminal Minds recently, my boss got me started, she told me I reminded her of some anyalyst on one of these crime shows so I started watching them just to see what she was talking about and got hooked on Criminal Minds, the best part they show 3 eisodes a night on ION tv so I can probably catch up on the last 6 years pretty quickly.  lol lol  I am really not a tv person by nature but I do love DWTS and now Criminal Minds because I love the analytical aspect of profiling a suspect for a crime.  Being an analsyt is in my nature, its what I do for a living and basically how my brain processes information.  Hence the reason I believe very little of what I read, always have to find out the source and how objective the source is or who is trying to sell me what.  I remember once when I was in high school we watched a movie created by a chemical company about how wonderful chemicals were to our everyday life, it was an obvious propaganda movie to me and when we were told to write about the movie I was the only person who had picked up on who created it and fact it was  propaganda.  Of course my teacher had to embarass me and tell the class that I was the only one worthy of being a real scientist that none of them had a chance.  Yeah he was a dick, he always said my name with a foreign accent, asked how my sheep were etc. but the point is being an analyst is part of me.  It is obviously why I watch the Ten Commandments as fiction, I guess if there was some proof about god and jesus and religion but it would have to be really really big proof for me to take that leap of faith.  Sometimes I feel bad that I cannot believe, that I would like to have the comfort of the imaginary friend, I totally understand why people need it, I just can't believe it or accept that its possible.  I study facts and figures, I know how old the earth is, how long the dinosaurs lived, the fact that evolution has caused us to get where we are.  I have nothing against the bible, for the most part I believe if people really read it and acted like Christians instead of paying it lip service we would all be better off.  I don't need anyone to scare me into doing the right thing, I do it because it is the right thing to do.  I think if we all lived with WWJD in mind we would be better off, no matter who you believe he is, you have to feel his power and importance in our world.  So many have died for the cause, so very sad, once the barbaric times have finally passed maybe we can move together in peace.