Better Day....
posted on 5/11/11 5:40 pm
Yesterday wasn't such a good day, I went out early to take pictures down by the river of the swan nest hoping the baby swans had been born, it was a glorious morning and I took a few pictures, but no babies. I went to my usual pond and took more pictures of the geese and their babies and some mallard ducks. When I was getting ready to leave all of a sudden all the birds started going nuts and flying and running and diving into the water, I looked all around and there was nothing I could see that would cause this reaction, I looked high in the sky and saw the problem. I jumped out of my car and took a few quick pictures when I looked at them I realized it was a bald eagle pair far over head that cause all my birds to panic. It truly was an amazing sight to behold. When I got to work I was super busy, had three back to back corporate calls and during the last one I could feel myself crashing, hard and fast, my back was covered in sweat I was panicking how I was going to get off the phone while my brain turned to mush. I quickly ate a protein bar and regained some brain function. I even asked my son to bring me down something to eat because I was afraid I would crash again. So today I have been super careful, eating protein bars well spaced out and no crashes. I even looked the demon DD donuts in the eye and said no, someone brought them in and in a fit of being pissy I went downstairs to get one, when I got there I talked myself off the ledge so to speak. Really if I am going to get sick let it be for something good not crappy donuts. We had Mexican food for dinner, I had a beef empanada and some chips and salsa, I had a few bites of fried ice cream. I did well, not too much food or dessert and I am even. If only I could make each day this way maybe my panic would recede. I honestly can never tell if my panic is causing me to get sick or feeling sick is making me panic. I hate having the same stupid problems I had years ago, I feel like I am going backwards sometimes. But I seriously am trying to forge ahead. I took off Friday to focus on my photography and have a photography seminar all day on Sunday. I am adding a picture of one half of a cute mallard duck couple that was following me around the pond.
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