1/2 inch......
posted on 6/16/11 8:51 pm
You wouldn't really think 1/2 inch would be that big a fucking deal. I put on my belt today and when I was at my thinnest weight I could wear it in the last hole and it wasn't tight but not loose either, now I have to move the belt over one notch, which is exactly 1/2 inch away and its tight in that hole but I can survive. So why does 1/2 inch make so much difference. Why do I feel like I did when I was MO, I am positive I am just as big as I started, why is my head fucking with me so badly???? I think I might be in the midst of menopause or a nervous breakdown lol lol Whichever it is its driving me fucking nuts. I really have been trying to eat right, take all my vitamins so I don't feel like shit all the time, I have all these vague issues, first the migraines, then I wake up all sweaty, then my hands start falling asleep when I am sleeping and wake me up. I feel really bloated at times like I could pop or I feel so much pressure it physically hurts. I get tired sometimes, yet I cannot sleep very well. I won't even go into the female issues, but they are there too. I guess its all part of getting old, but I fucking hate it. I hate when my hands hurt so bad I can't hold my camera anymore, I hate that my hip hurts when I walk down the railroad tracks to go see my swans, I hate that I can't see the lcd screen on my camera because its too close to my face, seriously this getting old shit sucks. I did manage to take some nice shots of my swans yesterday, it was a bad day and the only thing that brought me any joy.
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